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Balance_Rng, ESAI EN ROI Volunteer; Candidate Youth Worker || FR

ESC individual volunteering be SUSTAINABLE SPORTIVE & CULTURAL project  03/01/2026 to 03/07/2026 2024-1-EL02-ESC51-VTJ-000200188

Hi,

Wall painting

Every time I have to write here I get cynical. I'd love to heal that. But the truth is that I think it is a healthy sign to be. Because to write about the day to day things I do here (public and not so freely then) is giving me the feel of imposture and hypocrisy. I don't believe in the utility of those articles and the ecological cost they carry put me in some cognitive dissonance. There is no quickest way to lose authenticity than sharing how authentic you are on a social media. This is partly why I hide face and name.

Painting activities

But here we are and there is no reason to stray negative once I said what I needed to share first.

I work very hard and seriously. I am super happy. Macron explosion.

I lately had the thought that I actually was doing very well lately. Later in the day I felt tired and so, scared about all the work I putted on myself. But it was not a reason to reconsider it all. It just very natural and the sleep will provide me all the rest I need to go forward on my professionals summer goals.

The garden and the hammock

Which are :

-To coordinate the writing of a collective manual about the garden

-To create a training for the MAD MAXs campaign

-To pass my driving license

-To participate in the permaculture course in Slovakia

-To take care of the garden during summer

I faced the feeling not to be enough as a permacultor. I hope to be selected for the program in Slovakia. It will also help me deal with the failed attempt to participate in another training in Rome.

It's no need to say that I barely manage to keep an active social life but the summer and the city are so full of it I don't really need to do much to be among my beautiful people.

A class in the garden

Balance_Rng writing for Artivia's blog